 Wysłany: Czw 18:38, 19 Maj 2011 Temat postu: ----- Tim Chen Xuan Chen Mirror |
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| today evening did not increase, I was a man wandering in the street quiet, gray-yellow light to pull the hard shadow of my long hard long ....
alone in the face of it also Mao Yueguang not too bright, have plenty of emotion in mind, in the end I was tired of living the reality forced me so hard, even though the night was ruthless deep, but I did not sleep and then continue on the road loss of the Dangzhao tian While ... my childhood life, no color, no sadness no joy, I do not know how my childhood was over, and just want to quickly grow up, quickly went out battles is my life ... maybe his numb, in fact, there are quite a child of the interesting things, though he felt nothing, but still fun to pretend like .... honest hard childhood I saw strangers would hide, and even less to meet my relatives are in hiding, in the end what I am trying to avoid, in fact, I can not tell one herself, and then a man quietly responsible for the task of childhood, school, science became my childhood under all .... hard childhood innocence, I just know there is a Juan City, although often seen in the television above the outside of tall buildings but always felt it was unrealistic, even on a trip to Hu City is a luxury, not to mention that on the night to eat noodles and some dumplings ... even on high school Fake rolex, I did not eat the noodles a few nights, there is always the idea that time in support of me, I want to grow up faster, I want to make money ..... to the ignorant read a third, half-baked and I decided to go outside to see, in the end is not on TV so wonderful that, at that time did not know what to do, but most people choose to engage a carpenter, so I shun the trend ... sitting on the rickety bus, I feel so excited, I often do not find a car to a secluded corner, watching the coming and going of the building and instantly disappeared , I found that I really sit idle, Hu City, considered a Diao, before the building was in front is so humble, looking at the car people are sleepy, I want to scold them why they do not view the outside see, (now think of it only to find he really is a rare carefully) to the destination I was still immersed in the beauty of the outside of which hammer and began to take their own lives , although tasteless, but also enrich the do not know feel tired or sick of this life, with young and fit, very impulsive, I went back home, and thus almost silly mistake but I do not go to blame anyone who does not suddenly run into difficulties encountered difficult problems, and I probably think about so I have a man in life the first two stupid, that is then read, often the wrong decision will not last long, the new study, I have become more lonely up, maybe from that time my life began to change people radical change is also up, what will not tell anybody, even the father, even now I think I did not tell him anything between the feelings of estrangement from the crowd slowly Yes, I would not like anyone down, it will not turn back, from that time I have become ruthless stubborn stubborn also ruthless father, I feel funny word, yes, I have did not remember a few years which made a phone call to the home Breitling replica, and promptly hit also impress, can not remember how long, have not cried like my father, then look at it like a baby the way, I also cruel pain, but I can not, I'm not that look like a man, father, just hanging in my heart of an adult, and do not represent what the others I see do not despise me, I hate people even more miserable, I do not need anyone to pity me, and all the poor despise me in my grave than have to hard isolation, pain began to wrap me, I tried to blame God, blame others, blame yourself, blame to blame to go I do not blame yourself in the end, and there is no reason to blame anyone the eyes of others, I am a monster in my eyes I was a precocious one, for me, what is not that distance, the so-called happiness, it will not come to me. Since when, I love the online game, killing other scenes also stimulated me, so I abandoned the cause, often addicted and can not extricate themselves ... Network vent is the best tool for young people, so I spent in the network for several years, also abandoned for several years ... poured most of their time online game to see the book, I remember the most to read the book return I do not know how many people have seen, I do not know read several chaos magic changed life, and sometimes chaotic, life-long disorder, a person, a Shaohuo Gun , alone to face the pain of the world, do not they like me, you, sometimes I think, if I lived in that era, what will happen to a conclusion National People's Congress, and also old, finishing the once frequently cut, and chaotic, but also gradually sort out had a clue, online games have therefore I despise, and think about is boring, it is just child's play cheat, so I have soon forget the network game, when nothing riding a bicycle, it may not be bad everywhere, a walk Who are you? Forget the past Who are you? Abandoned all Who are you? Continued forward alone ..... Who? Numbness of the empty brain hanging on Lonely Moon Shadow Oblique aerial swayed very hazy double foot brick inexplicable sadness washed from the brain Chuijin cool Red Misty rain hit hard floating down the sad inability worth mentioning is injury, pain worth mentioning not get out of this life got in the wind stopped Yula months or that month, the film is that blur fall how hard and how, where do I come, and go where? sad ups and different products, different taste of the vicissitudes of life, who is depressed and sad in the hazy moonlight want to quickly grow a child, growing up is not imagined it, nonetheless! Do nothing ..... what my life and mission of what is ... really want a home, own home, plant some fruit trees, take a look at the setting sun, wind and rain enough alone among the huts Breitling, and raised a few hedgehogs, listen to wind and rain worth mentioning, this is how to lonely lonely people ... Chen Tim ...... (Editor: Juelian Red) |
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