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john3859 · Wysłany: Śro 7:11, 16 Mar 2011 Temat postu: It's so unfair.

It's so unfair. ?I love you so so much that my pines for you all the time. ?Yet you're married and i know i can't have you and im not stupid enough to think that you'd ever love me back. ?Nor would i ever want you to. ?I love you for who you are yilai:
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http://www.public4you.fora.pl/news,26/ts-summit,55047.html#91763, for the responsible and kind man that you are, the good husband and father that you are. ?But i can't help but hope or think sometimes that you kind-of do like me. ?I know it's wrong, but when we talk or when we e-mail as supposedly just friends, our conversations are definitely more than just friendly. ?It's really personal and i definitely look to you for a lot of advice since you are so much older than me. ?And sometimes when im upset or sad, you'll say things to cheer me up, that give me such deceiving signals [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], like when you tell me how important i am to you, how much you love me, and if i ever stopped talking to you about these stuff, you would miss me so much. ?You hold my hand and you hug me all the time really tight leaning your head on mine. ?And i honestly cant help but think that you have some feelings for me, when i know that would never be true and that its all just my wishful thinking. ?But it's so unfair. ?I wish you wouldn't be so kind, or give me such mixed signals, telling me all this stuff one day [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], and telling me how much you love your wife and family the next. ?It's so unfair. ?I need to stop myself. ?Dammit.