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In my dictionary, it is to cannot be found " be affectedly bashful is hoity-toity " , "Low eyebrow pleasing to the eye " , "At sb's beck and call " wait for this kind of young woman exclusive noun, I do not wish to be operated by others, also do not wish dictate others, is be old woman arbitrary bully gas? Be the individual character make public of halfback female? Be still the advantageous consciousness of only daughter? Either, complete fault, because there are oneself only in my eye,be only, full, also hold no less than the 2nd person again.
True too ego, too selfish, will capricious, unbridled was deduced extremely to [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], consider avoid other to experience none, sneer at others, disdain another person, is this advocate individual character? It is ignorant only, babyish, abhorrent.
Do not know how the wrong leakage of wide excusing others, ask for blindly, want indulgent, want a space, want freedom, do not know how to be paid, want to sit only think its are become, if do not arrange intention a bit, resemble the child of a do sth in a fit of pique, blame everyone and everything but not oneself, self-affected. Really, very argumentative, disposition chamfer cake was appeared.
The heart of dense bad never at this point rest [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], always have the impulse of kind of itch to try, emulative defiant heart, always burn inside chest, dissilient even, always will " princess " top of imperial crown firmly is in the top of head, not allow other people is the least bit doubt, profane. Not fawn on common, clean-fingered and, not cling to, it is only cherish this external a ring of light, pretty good, it is peacockish, it is vanity in cause trouble, writtened guarantee on the heart chrysalis, became incrustation, will seal up for keeping with the distance perfect, be far from sincerity, depend on hypocritical, devotional dream, disgustful and actual, so multifarious individual character lives how hardly in this anguish world and but ah!
Instantly, the share that loneliness reachs to chant oneself from ridicule, lonely with contented, know ・・・ oneself only|||Always be in lose, helpless when do ・ of ・ of this dream ・
Mom [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], she is living still, I come to blood disease room again, suddenly, at the moment much so much bed, desultorily, I search desperately, cry, air is cloudy [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], make a person asphyxial, be here obviously, can why searching disappear? Many times, as if dimly, it is that familiar back, many times by crowd break up, lights all the more is dim, all the more of alexipharmic water flavour is powerful, why am I also always searched do not wear?
She still lives in my heart, she is accompanied all the time in my left and right sides, she is helping me, be in how-to I, so, when my tired out, confused when, she can appear in my dream, allude me.
I all the time very firm, better to live, let oneself half engrave laches anything but, I all the time very cowardly, cowardly to cannot also not dare the calm feels with real to his passion.
Escape desperately, escape close condition, escape friendship, escape sympathize with, escape care even, what be indifferent to to want, what does not want, apathetic, fine long hair is involuntary the ground is living. Nowadays, understand eventually, of mom go, made me be full of fear subliminally to whole world, all the time I high-fed in conservatory cannot accept this to break out great change, till still be enmeshed in the grief former days now, every bits of bit fluctuant metropolis of the outside pounds me that sways errant heart, anxious, scared, of action come namely, calculate happy time, mind also is met faint float is light and sad, once encounter a setback, can enter the condition with exceeding acedia pessimism, can't bear heavy burden weighing negative pressure body unluckily however, how should be this pressure dissolved?
And stop! Ask a day, ask the ground, ask oneself ・・・|||Just saw Zhejiang defend those who inspect rock and roll, special satisfy a craving, everybody is in musical world make public individual character, beautiful out I, lead a gender so and be, blossom indefinitely, , also be in artistic space personally only probably, all these just is fair and reasonable. I am yearning all the time that passion, and the abandon of that act as if there is no one else present, with the investment of systemic heart.
Now and then, I also can am indifferent to to anybody or content, even from ridicule, reject everything, negative everything, in fact, drive out in unbridled ground when reality when my dream, my heart growls can hysterically, next, day is drawn with afterwards day ground, forget time, space [link widoczny dla zalogowanych], and ego, after the end, calm, cheerful, the humor is good combed, then brace, weigh model ego.
Additional kind below mood, I just am true I, cultured and intellectual impenetrable this I and that I am disparate, I love this kind of forthright and sincere, not artificial, there is no lack of not tired, but they love that me, good intentions, at every turn I of respectful modest, so I must change a part, carefully watch what sb is doing and saying, get the society is approbated, however, this kind makes a group, I already detested to, if likelihood, I aux would rather break optionally recall.
Faint angst, always bring me more ghastly nightmare, all unhappy elements result from scared, a kind of fear to sealed future, one kind fears the fear that relatives and friends abandons, show some happy be swayed by considerations of gain and loss, catch so that be afraid of closely more more from point to unoccupied place flow, a variety of a lot of misfortune made Thespian case, and this tragedy disposition can not make tragic life again.
Look up at a sky, that slowly downfallen shooting star is frame-up brief like the mankind lifetime, those who stay in night sky is mere also it is the sea only one new moon, how insignificant, how negligible. Current people, hold high " go out alive true I " banner, model male model female people want " I model I am beautiful " , I do not know this world is changing us really, be still we are changing this world?
The thought of all kinds of strange things from the filtration in my head, not as simple as clinging. Insipid and simple ground is living, cast ideal however, cast go after however, what get so is the life of a smooth fact. Relevant Information：

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